i stopped playing this bcoz i only want Elias and none other... BUT YOURE TELLING ME HES STILL ALIVE?? BRO IM LITERALLY CRYING 😭 My beloved is back!!! MY LOVE AAAAAAAA
My heart broke when i realised his memory are messed up and he doesnt remember MC (amnesia trope strikes once again i see, its okay i'll gladly swallow this knife if it means hes back).
I hope the story didnt drag out the 'lost memories' thing too much or make it messier (by making him get back with his ex or smth nauseating like that) though 🙏 Otherwise i wouldnt be able to handle it, it would be too heavy on angst and dramatic AND i would start bawling istg 💀💀
WATCH OUT JULIET, IM UNDER YOUR BED. MATTER OF FACT, HIS WHOLE FAMILY BETTER SLEEP WITH ONE EYE OPEN 😀
ALSO THAT EX BETTER STAY TF AWAY FROM MY ELIAS 👺 HES MY BOYFRIEND, NOT HERS. BE GONE SHOO!
sorry i just needed to vent bcoz the plot got me rlly invested and i personally feel attacked whenever something bad happens (rip me). glad i didnt overreact 🙂
Woooo! o((*^▽^*))oo((*^▽^*))o Thank you so much for the Athiel fluffs gosh darn 😭😭 they're so cute I wanna hug them to death (not that I want her to die noo)
okay i'm back and i wanted to leave a non spoilery (or less spoilery?) comment here so: i wanna say i've been LOVING the POVs in chapter 3, especially with T's romance!! idk if i'm reading this right, but they're just so... not normal LOL i love them <3 trying so hard to look nonchalant but they fold at literally every turn and may be juuust a little insane for MC. really interested in how everyone's romance but especially T's will play out
Uhm WHAT THE FUCK??? EL IS ALIVE??? HELLO??? IM FEELING SO MANY EMOTIONS RN ˚‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )‧º·˚ (though i will admit, as we barely saw el in the beginning. . . I didnt really grow that attached to them so im not affected that much if that makes sense?)
And juliet?! Oh juliet. . . While i cant legally say everything i wanna say. . . She better sleep with one eye open ( •̀_•́ )🔪
And my lord! How DARE our cat not save us from that demon(cockroach)!? I thought the cat loved us. . . (◞ ‸ ◟ㆀ)
Still want ekissa to kiss me on my hot mouth btw (˵ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°˵)
Editing because i wanna add smthing else: i wonder how mc would feel/react to finding out El is really alive and stuff, because like. . . imagine finding out the person who basically like. . . Saved you and showed you what love really is(i guess??) And basically just gave you a knew life that you thought died was actually alive? I feel mf would actually fully break
NON-SPOILER PART
I’ve been reading since the first demo drop and I regularly come back to both this and the bonus content available to us,,,,I’m so in love with everyone and cannot wait for things to start picking up in the next chapter, especially after that twist!! Looking forward to what comes next <3
SPOILERS BEYOND
Honestly, the twist hasn't firmly settled itself into the 'excited' or 'disappointed' camp yet - I think I'm more curious about its consequences than the actual twist itself at this point. That being said!! I hope we get to decide whether or not forgiveness is in the cards for our MC once the truth is out. I want to be able to place blame on Athiel and Juliet and the friends, because what they're doing (keeping this HUGE secret from someone who has been grieving El for MONTHS and is clearly not doing well!! plus the morality of not providing el with all the information they need to make informed decisions) is super fucked up and deserves to have an equally emotional and big moment. The anger, betrayal, and sorrow that would come from a bomb like this would be HUGE, and it deserves to be ugly and raw.
So, I’m super excited!! I love hurt/comfort and angst, and this is such a good opportunity for both. <333
i may kill juliet. like what else is there for her to do other than die BC WHAT THE HELL?? i honestly was camp "I want El to be alive" but now that it's been so long, I was on the way to accepting it AND THEN WE GET THIS.... I CAN'T... I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY. CHAT WHAT NOW
ELIIASSSSS MY BABBY IS ALIVEE. WHATNAIZNSJZ. I HATE JULIET MOORREEE. I HATE THAT MF. HATE HERRR. HER THREATENING WHOEVER??? WHAYTTT. ALSO HER LETTING MY BABY'S EXXXX BACKKKKKK???????? NOOOO. I HATE THIS BITCCCHHH. MYYY BABY ELIASSSS.. ALSO HIM HATING HIMSELF? NOOOOO. I WANT HIMMMM BACKKK PLEASEEEEE. ALSO VAYLIN THREATING THAT GUY? TY. TYYY. YESSS. I LOVE VAYLIN SM. ALSO I STILL DESPISE JULIET. SHE CAN BURN UP IN THE CAR LIKE ELIAS DIDDDDD. THISSS BITTTCHHHH. HER LYING ABT US NOT WANTING ELIAS BACK??? NOOOOOOOOOO. MY LOVEEEEEEE
I'm not understanding how Aithel is saying nothing, or the 2 friends with the baby. It makes no sense. Its like everyone in this book are assholes. And thats putting it nicely.
Well, it seems to me that Athiel believes some Juliet™ bullshit, so they think the MC knows everything. There's a reason the characters don't talk directly about what happened to El, or why Athiel keeps storming off when others bring it up — so they don't realize that the MC doesn't know. Plus, that would explain why Athiel doesn't understand the MC's grief, or why they advised the MC to date someone else.
I know, it still doesn't look very realistic, but that would make more sense. Or maybe I'm just trying justify my chosen RO's behaviour.
Wait. hold on a minute. i think i need a moment wait, wait, wait. Hold on. i need a moment. i need. to sit down i think wait. wait. old honh on, wait, please i am breaking down, hold on, wai
Echo how could you😭😭😭, I'll need therapy 😵💫. It's phenomenal how your writing always leaves me in distress🤧.
Elias......💔 💔 💔
I think you officially broke my mind and my heart tbh... I..I..I, how could you, it hurtsss and fkin juliet that excuse of a human being, along with all others involved😡🤬 what do you think is gonna happen when it all comes to light. I want my baby back Echo😟.
UHHHHHHH WHAT WAS THAT CHAPTER 2 ENDING ???? MY SHAYLA IS SHAYLAIVE???? 😭 bth- mc is so strong! only shit happened in their lives but they still try to continue
If I had lost someone like El, in a second I would have met him in heaven 🤭
Sorry I had a doubt that because I couldn't close on the travys or Eriksa route it was because I did something wrong or they weren't available at the moment.
Hey there! Did you try downloading the itch.io app? You can download the game here if I remember right. Otherwise, no, there's no downloadable version, sorry!
luv it, Athiel's soft side is sooo cute💕 (talking about the Christmas special). Will they show it in game too? Hopefully, please,pls, I can't wait to experience fluff with them.
Finally decided to replay and finish the last part of Chapter 2. . . yet again i cried over El. . .fuck you respectfully 😾
Anyways what I've wanted to say for awhile is:
Id definitely be on the news for cooking someone over an open fire if I was MC after what El's mom did😽
And I love our cat, even if bro was an sshole in the beginning (Obviously had to name the cat coco, short for coca!ne 😼 which now thinking about it is probably why it hated me. . . oopsie 😿)
Amyways! I need Ekissa to kiss me on my hot mouth right now 😼💚
I just found this game and this is definitely worth playing, the despiction of grief takes the needed time to deal with it and our MC can have a varied option of reactions while going through this process.
Also I feel like this allows you take your time getting to know all LI, which is great. Still, THE GAME STOPS AT A JUNCTURE IM LIKE WTH. I need an update asap.
I really really appreciate the care in options you offer for different readers. Grief is unpredictable and there are always back-and-forths, sudden changes, and ups and downs, quiet moments—I was cautious at first because I have read some other games where there weren’t enough options for me to go through different paces of grief with my main character. All this to say: thank you and I love it so far ❤️
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i stopped playing this bcoz i only want Elias and none other... BUT YOURE TELLING ME HES STILL ALIVE?? BRO IM LITERALLY CRYING 😭 My beloved is back!!! MY LOVE AAAAAAAA
My heart broke when i realised his memory are messed up and he doesnt remember MC (amnesia trope strikes once again i see, its okay i'll gladly swallow this knife if it means hes back).
I hope the story didnt drag out the 'lost memories' thing too much or make it messier (by making him get back with his ex or smth nauseating like that) though 🙏 Otherwise i wouldnt be able to handle it, it would be too heavy on angst and dramatic AND i would start bawling istg 💀💀
WATCH OUT JULIET, IM UNDER YOUR BED. MATTER OF FACT, HIS WHOLE FAMILY BETTER SLEEP WITH ONE EYE OPEN 😀
ALSO THAT EX BETTER STAY TF AWAY FROM MY ELIAS 👺 HES MY BOYFRIEND, NOT HERS. BE GONE SHOO!
sorry i just needed to vent bcoz the plot got me rlly invested and i personally feel attacked whenever something bad happens (rip me). glad i didnt overreact 🙂
Woooo! o((*^▽^*))oo((*^▽^*))o Thank you so much for the Athiel fluffs gosh darn 😭😭 they're so cute I wanna hug them to death (not that I want her to die noo)
okay i'm back and i wanted to leave a non spoilery (or less spoilery?) comment here so: i wanna say i've been LOVING the POVs in chapter 3, especially with T's romance!! idk if i'm reading this right, but they're just so... not normal LOL i love them <3 trying so hard to look nonchalant but they fold at literally every turn and may be juuust a little insane for MC. really interested in how everyone's romance but especially T's will play out
Such a treaaattt LAD updated!!!! ✨🥰💖💖💖💖
Wait a damn minute..........................
Spoilers for the update under here! ՞ ᗜ ՞
Uhm WHAT THE FUCK??? EL IS ALIVE??? HELLO??? IM FEELING SO MANY EMOTIONS RN ˚‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )‧º·˚ (though i will admit, as we barely saw el in the beginning. . . I didnt really grow that attached to them so im not affected that much if that makes sense?)
And juliet?! Oh juliet. . . While i cant legally say everything i wanna say. . . She better sleep with one eye open ( •̀_•́ )🔪
And my lord! How DARE our cat not save us from that demon(cockroach)!? I thought the cat loved us. . . (◞ ‸ ◟ㆀ)
Still want ekissa to kiss me on my hot mouth btw (˵ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°˵)
Editing because i wanna add smthing else: i wonder how mc would feel/react to finding out El is really alive and stuff, because like. . . imagine finding out the person who basically like. . . Saved you and showed you what love really is(i guess??) And basically just gave you a knew life that you thought died was actually alive? I feel mf would actually fully break
wtf..??? Athiel got some 'splainin' to do
NON-SPOILER PART I’ve been reading since the first demo drop and I regularly come back to both this and the bonus content available to us,,,,I’m so in love with everyone and cannot wait for things to start picking up in the next chapter, especially after that twist!! Looking forward to what comes next <3
SPOILERS BEYOND
Honestly, the twist hasn't firmly settled itself into the 'excited' or 'disappointed' camp yet - I think I'm more curious about its consequences than the actual twist itself at this point. That being said!! I hope we get to decide whether or not forgiveness is in the cards for our MC once the truth is out. I want to be able to place blame on Athiel and Juliet and the friends, because what they're doing (keeping this HUGE secret from someone who has been grieving El for MONTHS and is clearly not doing well!! plus the morality of not providing el with all the information they need to make informed decisions) is super fucked up and deserves to have an equally emotional and big moment. The anger, betrayal, and sorrow that would come from a bomb like this would be HUGE, and it deserves to be ugly and raw.So, I’m super excited!! I love hurt/comfort and angst, and this is such a good opportunity for both. <333
comment contains HUGE SPOILERS from chapter 3
i may kill juliet. like what else is there for her to do other than die BC WHAT THE HELL?? i honestly was camp "I want El to be alive" but now that it's been so long, I was on the way to accepting it AND THEN WE GET THIS.... I CAN'T... I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY. CHAT WHAT NOW
Comment contains spoilers 💔
ELIIASSSSS MY BABBY IS ALIVEE. WHATNAIZNSJZ. I HATE JULIET MOORREEE. I HATE THAT MF. HATE HERRR. HER THREATENING WHOEVER??? WHAYTTT. ALSO HER LETTING MY BABY'S EXXXX BACKKKKKK???????? NOOOO. I HATE THIS BITCCCHHH. MYYY BABY ELIASSSS.. ALSO HIM HATING HIMSELF? NOOOOO. I WANT HIMMMM BACKKK PLEASEEEEE. ALSO VAYLIN THREATING THAT GUY? TY. TYYY. YESSS. I LOVE VAYLIN SM. ALSO I STILL DESPISE JULIET. SHE CAN BURN UP IN THE CAR LIKE ELIAS DIDDDDD. THISSS BITTTCHHHH. HER LYING ABT US NOT WANTING ELIAS BACK??? NOOOOOOOOOO. MY LOVEEEEEEE
What does it say about me if I was hoping the plot twist from chapter three would never happen...?
Some typos (chapter 3 spoilers):
Juliet when i get my hands on you- JuLieT WHEN I get my hands upon YOU
I wish I could like your comment so badly. But I’ll just reply instead
YESSS. I AGREE. WHO'S GOT THE PITCH FORKS WE'RE BURNING THIS WITTCHH
I GOT THE PITCHFORKS ⋌༼ •̀ O •́ ༽⋋🔪
I'm not understanding how Aithel is saying nothing, or the 2 friends with the baby. It makes no sense. Its like everyone in this book are assholes. And thats putting it nicely.
Well, it seems to me that Athiel believes some Juliet™ bullshit, so they think the MC knows everything. There's a reason the characters don't talk directly about what happened to El, or why Athiel keeps storming off when others bring it up — so they don't realize that the MC doesn't know. Plus, that would explain why Athiel doesn't understand the MC's grief, or why they advised the MC to date someone else.
I know, it still doesn't look very realistic, but that would make more sense. Or maybe I'm just trying justify my chosen RO's behaviour.
UM HELLO?? juliet is actually a sick woman and needs some therapy because what is she doing I wanna reromance el😓
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can i re-romance El
Wait. hold on a minute. i think i need a moment wait, wait, wait. Hold on. i need a moment. i need. to sit down i think wait. wait. old honh on, wait, please i am breaking down, hold on, wai
Seriously tho, GREAT story Echo, bless
lmao what in the what the fuck i wasnt prepared for the twist 😭 lmao i didnt see it coming i thought i was hallucinating bcs i read it at 4am
Echo how could you😭😭😭, I'll need therapy 😵💫. It's phenomenal how your writing always leaves me in distress🤧.
Elias......💔 💔 💔
I think you officially broke my mind and my heart tbh... I..I..I, how could you, it hurtsss and fkin juliet that excuse of a human being, along with all others involved😡🤬 what do you think is gonna happen when it all comes to light. I want my baby back Echo😟.
AUTHOR AUTHOR
GET BACK HERE AND EXPLAIN
AUTHORRRERRRRRRRR
(I say all this with love that update is so evil LOL)
what...wait WHAT?!
MAJOR PLOT TWIST IN CHAPTER 3
ahsdkkdfhkj what- I WAS SO NOT PREPARED
Anyhow, thank you for the update ❤️ Absolutely loved it, even if it's left me officially flabbergasted.
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO SAY SOMETHING ABOUT CHAPTER 3 BECAUSE I ACTUALLY WAS SO SHOCKED
Frrr author got us on chokehold
You made me ugly cry at 6AM.
SPOILER?? 🤷♀️
genuinely cried when Ellie died like that was my WIFE😭 should’ve listened to that warning💔
I'M DONE PLAYING THE NEW CHAPTER AND OH WELL. WHAT. oh my goodness. Guess I'll be patiently waiting for the new chapter because this is SO GOOD
Just casually played Athiel's route and i have no words. The way it's written (her pov after we call her) is so ✨✨
...i may have already played all of the short stories too
Love the new update. But the save/restart/settings button seems to be broken? Not sure if it's just firefox though
I have a suspicion that T might be a vampire so let me type out why i think so (will keep adding all the signs i see 🧐)
• a cold person + probably doesn't like people a lot
• wanted a permission before coming into our house (most suspicious for now)
• wears suits/professional clothes (don't ask why i think vampires wear suits, you don't wanna know)
and that's all for now because I'm a slow reader
Unfortunately i don't have enough evidence to say if she is or isn't a vampire 😔
The last part of ch2 is out??? WHERE WAS I-
brb let me replay it with the new content
"But here's a tip: don't get too attached. No, seriously. Don't." haha, this sign can't stop me because i can't read!
edit: why would you do this to me.
I MISS ATHIEL.
the Cliff hanger??????
on other news I love ekissa need him💕
Creator. You're makin' me feel real bad by making me fall in love with both Elias and Athiel. /Positive
WTF DO YOU MEAN WITH THAT CLIFF HANGER??? ECHO WHEN I CATCH YOU- /j (Ok seriously this was so good and I require more immediately)
UHHHHHHH WHAT WAS THAT CHAPTER 2 ENDING ???? MY SHAYLA IS SHAYLAIVE???? 😭 bth- mc is so strong! only shit happened in their lives but they still try to continue
If I had lost someone like El, in a second I would have met him in heaven 🤭
WAIT A MINUTE WHAT??? i played this, i don't even know when AND THIS WAS A SPOILER.
But honestly thank you for it
OMG SORRYYYY LMAOO 😭😭 I was in emotional sleepiness shock and forgot
at least this spoiler got your attention to play again!
Yeah it did 😂 Now I'm stuck replaying all of the romances
grabs you I NEED MORE!! NOOW!!
Sorry I had a doubt that because I couldn't close on the travys or Eriksa route it was because I did something wrong or they weren't available at the moment.
Is there a downloadable version of this game?
My browser refuse to run it.... >_>
(Although it seems to run downloaded browser based games just fine. I have no clue why. o_O )
Hey there! Did you try downloading the itch.io app? You can download the game here if I remember right. Otherwise, no, there's no downloadable version, sorry!
Ignoring all that angst...
luv it, Athiel's soft side is sooo cute💕 (talking about the Christmas special). Will they show it in game too? Hopefully, please,pls, I can't wait to experience fluff with them.
Eventually, that might happen haha :))
Finally decided to replay and finish the last part of Chapter 2. . . yet again i cried over El. . .fuck you respectfully 😾
Anyways what I've wanted to say for awhile is:
Id definitely be on the news for cooking someone over an open fire if I was MC after what El's mom did😽
And I love our cat, even if bro was an sshole in the beginning (Obviously had to name the cat coco, short for coca!ne 😼 which now thinking about it is probably why it hated me. . . oopsie 😿)
Amyways! I need Ekissa to kiss me on my hot mouth right now 😼💚
😂😂 you named the cat what?
I named it after my friends old cat who was white and named coco (short for coca!ne as said by his father who named it )Lmao
I just found this game and this is definitely worth playing, the despiction of grief takes the needed time to deal with it and our MC can have a varied option of reactions while going through this process.
Also I feel like this allows you take your time getting to know all LI, which is great. Still, THE GAME STOPS AT A JUNCTURE IM LIKE WTH. I need an update asap.
I really really appreciate the care in options you offer for different readers. Grief is unpredictable and there are always back-and-forths, sudden changes, and ups and downs, quiet moments—I was cautious at first because I have read some other games where there weren’t enough options for me to go through different paces of grief with my main character. All this to say: thank you and I love it so far ❤️
BUT WTF THAT END TO CHAPTER 2 WHAT!!!!!